When I was ten my mom was diagnosed with cancer. The doctor said it probobly started because she smoked. About three months after the cancer had spread to her brain her body had no will to live, so her spirit went to heaven. (She passed away.)
Now my great grandma is dying, my aunt may have breast cancer, and my grandpa has cancer. To make matters worse, half of my family and many of my friends smoke. I am really worrid about the outcome of all these situations. I think that most of them will work out though. I often have dreams of my mom as an angel, telling me everything will work out. Except my great grandma. But then she tells me It's just the it's suppost to be and that she will be happier in heaven where she can't suffer.
I believe that these dreams are my mom telling me, giving me a mesage so I don't give up hope. After my mom died my friend wanted to run away.(she did't) I was thinking about going with her. I hated my life and I was mad at God for taking my mom away from me. Now I realize that my mom Is giving me hope so that I will never ruin my life. My mom was a strong believer is facing your problems head on and not runnig away from them. I remembered that and knew she would not want me to run away.
She saved my life.
Thanks, I love you Mom!
Brittney
age 12